Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Already 3 months

It has been a while since I've last posted and wanted to quickly update my blog. It's going to be 3 months since my surgery and I've lost 30 pounds. I can not get over how great I feel and how different I am starting to look. I found a picture I took with my students in June during their graduation and I am perplexed as to how I actually looked. I guess I did not prepare myself mentally for this.

While I'm on the subject of being mentally prepared, one thing that I had a really hard time doing was giving my clothes away. I must have given my sister a good 3 full garbage bag of clothing! It was a bitter sweet experience and I definitely was not ready for it. Luckily she gave me some clothing and another friend of mine did as well. I just didn't want to go out and buy new clothing when I don't know how rapidly or slowly my weight loss is going to continue. All I know is that I'm gaining more and more energy and am having a harder time figuring out what to do with it.

One downfall I'm not afraid to admit is the fact that I have not worked out yet. I keep making up excuses (legitimate, of course!) and need to just get myself into a routine already. I know that it'll aid my weight loss journey. I need to sit down and configure a plan that'll allow me to complete my courses for grad school, do chores around the house, plan for school and exercise. It's a bit overwhelming to think about!

Otherwise things are honestly great. The two weight loss recipe books have been wonderful tools. I love being able to cook food that's high in protein and tastes yummy. I've really learned to retrain myself and my way of eating. Don't get my wrong, I do slip from time to time but it's nothing like how I used to be in the past. I just thank God for that! Until next time...peace, love and harmony xoxo